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I can't handle this anymore. None of the friends are even helping me; with all their talks about taking care of me after he leaves.
I am not okay with him leaving. I am not alright with him moving. I am not fine with this whole ordeal and I am certainly not fine with people trying to make me feel better about it. I just need to stay alone. I just want to be left alone.
My life has changed and I am not willing to let this go; even if this is letting me go.

I do my best fighting tears not to erupt. It's shocking me though.

And it is intense.