August 05, 2009


He just told me, this very second, that he is getting engaged.

Alfie is inviting me for his engagement ceremony.

So, this cold grip I feel holding my chest, a bit of migraine in the back of my head and sudden silence in the chat screen while I am typing this blog. That’s how jealousy should feel like then!

August 02, 2009


For the first time, after all these blogs entries that I have been pushing about people, someone on my facebook account that I used to see for a while wrote this about me. For the first time, someone writes something about me. It feels differently strange when someone perceive's what the others think about him. Now I feel how the persons I blogged about might feel if they ever read my entries.